this is insane!

i'm going crazy ...

the heart persuades doing what i want.
the heart says wait.
wait for him.
wait for his call.
wait for his messages.
wait


the brain debates doing what i should do.
the brain says do not wait.
he is not going to mesage you
he is not going to call you
he is not coming back
don't wait, silly


i pretend i'm not waiting.
i pretend









edit:
i'm alright now. i just need new obsession.
don't worry.
i'm ok. seriously!
i can still take a few more shots.
=)
but i will still miss u. the possitive way