sugar before bed

its 1.20 am now ..
and i'm sitting here blogging. yawning

my holiday have been boring. monochromatic.
everyone is going out. having fun. enjoying life.
as for me. sigh.

i don't feel like going out.
i don't feel like seeing anyone.
i don't feel like dating anyone.
i don't feel like going on9.
i don't feel like doing anything.

which pretty much explains why my mind is filled with crap.
and people that i should put aside.

i think i'll be taking belly dancing class.
i need new addiction.
i need a better life.
la la la.

good nite people