its empty

i don't know why
i can't help but to have the feeling of emptiness

finally, i got over patrick
maybe not completely 100% over
but at least i gathered myself back
and
i'm now able to spend my day without thinking about him
=)
thts great

i think thts the source of my emptiness
there is always someone filling up my heart
derrick, wilson, alvin, edgar, patrick ... ________
and now its empty

well,
i am still desperade for love
but
i'm definately not deperade for guys

i know i'm cool
=)
and lonely
=(
bahhhhhh