thanks guys

" shannn ... i'm still thinking about him ..."
" phui kuan! you should be glad that all these happened! u planned to be with him right?"
"yes"
"then u should feel relieved! imagine if all these happens only after you both coupled? he says he love u in the mouth and? he ended up with some other girl. u'll be leaving to the states and u he might one day leave u coz he just need someone! if u both are fated ... no matter who he is with right now, no matter who u r with right now, 5 years or even 10 years from now, you guys will still end up together. pray for his happiness with this girl. i know one day, u will the one tht can share ur dreams and walk towards it with u."


"vian ... i feel like going back for him and get him back"
"why? i thought u r over him d?"
"its not fair. i'm not given a chance ... i know i'm better"
"u r better. so? fine. go back to him then. if u want ur karma to repeat over and over again. THEN GO FOR IT and be my guest"


"je, why do u like him so much? are u tht into him?"
"i don't know. i just thought i could start one stable and slow relationship with him. i was hoping for him to come back from aus, seriously. i was ... waiting. i really want to give us a shot. he just seem like the right guy. but i guess all tht happened is just trying to tell me tht we are not meant to be, at least for now. "
"but u were dating yu jin right?"
"i owe him tht date, since last year. u know, between yu jin and i, there have always been sparks. i just din know things can turn out this complicating. owh well. its over d la. je is seriously tired of all these. if the right guy is him, then i'm sure nothing can stop us from being together. =)"


"omg, jasmine. u r not over him yet?"
" owh well, getting to it. it takes time la"
"r u like tht into him?"
"well, i doono. but i weren this emotional when it happened because i was real bz back then. have u ever experienced this, tht u were so bz to handle ur emotions and just when u think everything is over, ur emotions float out of the surface again?"
"yeah, i've had tht b4. nvm darling. we should just get u out and meet some new people."

don worry about me =)
i might be emotionally unstable at times ..
this is because i am on the way moving on =)
i know i can do it

this will be the last time i talk about it
this will be the last time i mention about it
this will be the last time i whine about it
this will be the last time i post about it
this is the last time

i'm gonna go out and meet as many people as i can
so ..
haha
the line for dating miss kpk is open now ... (as if la got people wanna date me XD)


have a nice day people